I am loosing something that is not what I meant to do but is it really not in my control. It is the biggest disaster in human life when one cannot share what he is actually feeling! He may feels lost or just need a shoulder to cry out his fears and failures but nobody is there. As we all are rational human beings and we are supposed to control our true emotions, to be part of a society that has a strong parameter to check the Nerves of a Sane Person. So we must avoid every single chance to make someone from having an attack of Nervous Breakdown
Isn’t it true that we all are swinging in between sanity and insanity? I am not trying to impose my own thoughts but I have seen so many strong people on a brink of nervous breakdown, due to feeling agitated by daily routine where they can’t express what they want to. Even I have found this platform to express my unfulfilled desires, fears, anxieties and thoughts about human beings, and how they are passing the time on this planet called EARTH.
I am feeling a strong craving to form a group of people who can say that they are stressed out and fearful of finding means to live their daily lives. Suppose I am dying and I want to save myself from spiritual or physical drowning then you can suggest me what should I do! It is not a matter of choice for some people to stay away from worries, and not to be afraid of hard times that are coming in their way. I have made some decisions and I want to say Foolish and Unwise to myself but the social paradigms are stopping me to do this.
I cannot claim to be called a person who has no sense to live a life that is bright, brilliant and comfortable. But what do you suggest for people like me who flow with the current of a life’s river, and make mistakes and then are afraid to admit those in front of others. I think such people are born to be different, and they are born to suffer for worst. You may not be able to see such people crying out loud to help them, and to listen to their miseries and pains.
It is here that a person like me thinks of acting like nothing has happened to him or her, and then tries the best to be the most vibrant personality around. Everyone must realize that people are born to be different and it is Nature’s Law. So you cannot fit every personality in the same frame! If everyone around understands this factor then life would be much easier for those, who want to cry out loud, and even need a cognitive training to cope with life in all shades!!